Dear Lord....

...PLEASE don't let this become yet another addiction of mine.



he told me last night that he has a blog. everyone and their goldfish has a blog these days - but why did learning that he has one too make him all the more exciting to me??

so he gave me the link. it's fairly new with only a few entries. reading them made him that much more phenomenal.

i wanted SO BADLY to excitedly tell him about this blog of mine. but i was petrified. there is no way i could let him read this deeply into me. could i? should i?

HECK NO. <--- (obscenity so much more fitting to how i feel about that - but i try to keep it clean). then i'd have to delete all the posts that allude to (or are just flat out about) him - like this one.

and i want so badly to link his blog to this page and share his fabulosity with the world. but i can't. i like him too much. and the things i like and love the most, i have to keep private. i like him selfishly and i don't want to share him with anyone.

i have a feeling i'm going to be stalking his blog a little more than i should. i wish he had never told me about it.