crack is not FDA approved

...so i wish people would stop doing it.

or whatever has them trippin into thinking the way they think.

partner really has me all kinds of wrong. maybe he really thinks he's that great a catch that i'm willing to take third and forth best.

or maybe he thinks that because i'm single, i must be desperate.

i'll be the first to admit that being single get lonely sometimes. ok, a lot of times.

but loneliness will never equal desperation in my playbook. i have too much faith to let it get that far.

so dude hits me up really acting like i must really have a problem because we've been incommunicado. well, maybe "we" should have thought about that when "we" were playing games. he was the one went from 95 to 0 in 0.4 seconds. he was the one that went from daily "thinking of you" and "miss you" texts to maybe shooting me an IM once a week. HE was the one who went from wanting to spend time with me every weekend to "i'm tired, i'm busy."

so i took a hint. i asked what was up. i asked why the sudden change. i asked why the sudden bubble between us. he shrugged me off like i was making an issue over nothing.

so he got deleted from my cell and i stopped trying.

time passed and he noticed i wasn't pressing the issue. heck, i wasn't pressing at all - we just weren't talking. and i guess my silence became heavy. for me, my silence has been golden.

NOW allasudden, he's got time and energy. and now HE'S wondering what MY problem is.

are you deranged, sir? if it's one think i can't stand, it's a script flipper. don't treat me like i'm disposable and then when i dismiss myself, you suddenly try reach for me. yeah...not so much. why do people try to show upset over a loss when they did nothing to prevent the loss in the first place?

if you left your brand new BMW in a neighborhood known for car theft, left the keys in the ignition and motor running, with the windows rolled down and one of the doors wide open, would you really be surprised to stroll back and find your ride missing?

exactly.

so you leave me out in the cold, wondering what's going on, upset that someone i thought cared for me was