Friday, April 18, 2008

please speak to me

you ever feel like you want to talk to God about so many things, but you just don't even know where to start? ever feel so overwhelmed with questions, doubts, fears, uncertainties, tears, worries, joy, peace, comfort, and thanksgiving - all at the same time? you ever feel like there's way too much that you and God need to discuss, and there's no way you'll ever find the time to get it all out? ever feel like, even if you did find the time, there are so many issues buried deep inside your heart, that there's no way you'll ever remember it all, enough to pour it out to God?

i feel like that.

all the time.

right now even.

i guess that's why the Bible teaches us that the Holy Spirit intercedes for us and prays for us the things we ought to pray, but don't. it fascinates me how God really has everything covered in His word. it fascinates me that the Holy Spirit intercedes for us. for US.

in those moments, where i want to say so much, but i just don't know where to start, i'm reminded of one of my favorite songs (Word of God)- it's on the playlist somewhere -------->


finding myself at a loss for words, and the funny thing is, it's ok. the last thing i need is to be heard, but to hear what You would say. Word of God, speak. would You pour down like rain? washing my eyes to see Your majesty. to be still and know that You're in this place, please let me stay and rest in Your holiness. Word of God, speak.