angry rant

i get tired of caring about people who don't care about themselves.

i get tired of people misunderstanding everything and having to explain myself blue.

i get tired of having to be silent so others can feel good.

i get tired of the daily fight.

i get tired of praying and praying and seeing nothing change.

i get tired of yearning for a better life for people.

i get tired of the desire to help people see being misconstrued with trying to put people in their place.

i get tired of love being confused with judgment.

i get tired of doing all of this.

i get tired of the feeling of tears trickling into my ears as i try to fall asleep.

i get tired of talking about things.

i get tired of "help" being twisted into "force".

i get tired of feeling like a failure.

i get tired of wanting my heart to change and not seeing it change.

i get tired of praying for my eyes to be opened and still feeling in the dark.

i get tired of holding on.

i get tired of seeing the sun every day.

i get tired of being forced into another day that i don't want to be here.

i get tired of having to love and care and be concerned, when they don't love, care nor are they concerned.

i get tired of people being satisfied staying where they are.

i get tired of lies masquerading as truth.

i get tired of people rejecting truth and calling it evil.

i get tired of having responsibility.

i get tired of still feeling a burning care and concern for those who flat-out don't want it or know they need it.

i get tired of feeling tired when i know i should be feeling something else.

i get tired of feeling angry when i know i should be feeling something else.

i get tired of backing down.

i get tired of people running away when things get hot.

i get tired of asking questions and getting no answers.

i get tired of wondering and asking what to do.

i get tired of talking about better days.

i get tired of the overwhelming desire to say to hell with it all, do this by yourself.

i get tired of wanting more out of this temporary life.

i get tired of people saying they want more and doing nothing to get it.

i get tired of holding people's hands.

i get tired of hearing myself think.

i get tired of feeling down.

i get tired of needing forgiveness.

i get tired of myself.

i get tired of my heart